May 24
Energy swirls around me, electronics going on and off whenever I raise the power. It almost scares me but not quite.
I heard it said somewhere that sexual energy is the most powerful. No wonder all acts of love are considered worship.
I want to fly out, to travel where I once went as a child. I want that freedom to explore, to fly in the clouds like I haven’t in some time.
The fax machine doesn’t work at work when I am near it. IV pumps alarm for no real reason.
The last time all this happened it was when I was pregnant. I am sure as hell not pregnant now.
I am pregnant with energy, with goddess love.
I carry the desire, but have no means to an end.
lolol where’s a dark beer when you need one